I felt a sudden snap on my left hip from SK. So I stopped & tried to be mindful of my hip, did lotus and a few other postures before a long savasana.
I felt the stretch/snap and I knew it came when I tried to touch my feet in SK. But it isn’t a sharp pain, it is more of a sensation that I feel when I do forward bends. It feels like something is out of place, rather than broken, torn or injured.
Surprisingly, I didn’t feel that bad about it. I thought, “Oh, I wanted to finish my practice since I was really enjoying it, but oh well!”. I googled about it and most SK pain is on the collar bone not on the hip, so I tried to look for SI joint injuries to figure out if this is what it is. But I’m still not entirely sure.
My “injury” doesn’t hamper my normal activities but I do feel a sensation when I get up from bed, when I crouch down to wear my pants, or when I tuck my hip in. Umm, I’m limping when I go up and down the stairs too. I’m guessing that when I lengthen that muscle/ligament, that’s when I feel it.
So this morning, after much procrastinating, I practiced. It was beautiful. I was more focused because of my left hip. I took extra breaths in my forward bends and didn’t push myself. I only did until Janu A to assess how my body felt, and check how I should modify the practice. I was bummed (for a few minutes maybe) that I won’t be able to practice hang backs and might not “progress” as I expected, but also realized, I don’t need to compete, I don’t need to get new asanas. I’m fine where I am. Yes, I’m planning to travel next week to practice with a teacher – and this might actually be a good opportunity to learn how to practice with my hip (if its still bothersome then). I might not be at my physical best when I visit, but Ashtanga is a practice, I’m not meant to be at my best all the time.
It is rather in times when I’m lazy, semi-injured, sad and emotionally unstable – that the practice really becomes a practice.
So I’ll just enjoy it a day at a time. No rush — I have my whole life to practice.
As Guruji used to say, “Why hurry?”